Ne m'appelez pas Beau.

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 23:35:13 GMT

Ok. I've decided that I'm getting rid of this lj because well, I have my reasons.

My new one is angry_ashley.

So add it if you want.

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 00:01:56 GMT

So...I'm moving.

I realized that when my wedding comes only family memebers will be there. My best friend is going to be my maid of honor. That's you Mojo! Besides that, Marissa is going to be one of my brides maids. So yea.

I also realized this same fact for when I have a baby. I know that Marissa will be there but other then that I don't have any friends that would actually come and support me. I guess family is all you need. And I have to say....my family is amazing.

My birthday was awesome. Stephen gave me a three pink diamond heart white gold ring. Beautiful. Also came with a matching necklace. My mom helped pick it out. Good job mom! Woo hoo!

My new tattoo ithes like a mother! Stephen is getting his this saturday.

All is good.

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 16:02:14 GMT

sssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..................

Happy Birthday to me.

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 21:53:17 GMT

New Addition BITCH.

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 11:35:18 GMT

So...life has been pretty good. I got a new tattoo and it's sort of big but not too bad. It took me an hour and a half to get it done. Not as bad as my stars. My stars took two and a half hours.

Was up way past my bed time lastnight! Stephen slept over again and we pretty much downloaded a crap load of music and watched cartoons. But I think we only stayed up that late because of the eight other guys in the living room. (Stepdad had people come over to do a project). Around 2 a.m. my mom came stumbling in my room to ask me if I was skipping class in the morning. Haha she is so funny.

I'm most likely moving to Gainsville in August to go to school for 2 years. That looks like the plan as of right now anyways. I guess it depends how things go as far as job wise.

Well off to school I go. I'll probably end up getting home before any of you wake up. Isn't that funny?

Oh yea, and don't talk shit about me. I'm happy now and if you can't talk to me based on that purpose and that purpose only then fuck, you weren't as good of a friend in the first place. I know all of you were talking about me that day. And it was obvious when all of you chose to ignore me.

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 16:07:45 GMT

So who is going to remember my birthday this year?

Probably nobody....the same as last year.

Anyone want to start quessing?

It's not today.

But soon.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:38:40 GMT

Going out of town this weekend.

I don't think it could get any better than this.

Oh wait...I stand corrected.

It can.

:]

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 04:19:23 GMT

WOOOOOOOOOO i love hurricanes.

I havn't been home in a few days.

Therma care patches are awesome.

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 02:56:27 GMT

I'm going back to blonde.

Brunettes suck ass.

I think you're right.

I am a robot.

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 01:50:39 GMT

Sometimes I just don't know what to do with myself. I have such big dreams that I want to accomplish but I feel like I'm never going to reach them. I want so many things. I want to buy my own place, do great in school, keep my job for now, find a better job that pays better, and be happy.

I'm working on all of these things. Alrthough more than others.

I feel like I have to do things all the time and I never get a breath in for me. I don't want to sound like I'm complaining because I love doing things and seeing people, but I never find myself just sitting at home on the couch flipping through the channels.

::Sigh::

I wish life wasn't so damanding.

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 15:08:59 GMT

BEFORE

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 03:00:10 GMT

I guess when you love something and then it goes away, another one of your loves dies too. I used to love photography. But now I can't do it.I can't look at things they way I used to. Nothing seems beautiful to me anymore. What the hell went wrong?

I want to lose some weight. Been feeling very fat lately.

I've been feeling a lot of things lately.

My mom got a job at the bombay company. That means I get to get a lot of sweet things. I've already been shopping around and she doesn't start until monday. Haha whatever.

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 05:29:18 GMT

every time you say something hurtful towards me or write something, a piece of me dies inside.

im almost dead.

im running out of emotion.

sorry i was so boring.

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 04:36:11 GMT

What's the big idea?

I refuse to be second best.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 02:02:46 GMT

I wish you were a stupid alien who had to go back to their own planet because they couldn't survive on earth.

Seems like you might get sucked in again.

I had a good time today. Although it was a 20 min nap. Not an hour.

I feel sick to my stomache and nothing can make it feel better.

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 10:31:18 GMT

Im sorry I was so sick.

I really wish we could've spent the day together.

Maybe next time I wont be such a dumbass and eat the very thing that made me sick to begin with.

Sigh.

And im sorry our conversation wasn't that good.

I guess that's what happens when your trying not to get sick on the phone.

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 17:25:29 GMT

blah...had fun today.

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 01:55:01 GMT

well i guess i better start looking for some place to live.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 15:40:24 GMT

Well the park went well. Now all I have to do is find a field.

Tell me something.

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 03:56:14 GMT

I want to be perfect in someones eyes.

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 06:10:31 GMT

My two friends are coming to see me. Im pretty excited. Disney is going to be so much fun.

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 04:04:10 GMT

work. home. shower. food. eric. condo. target. home. video games. home.

im feeling tired, restless, and like i want to puke.

when with this feeling end?

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 03:27:44 GMT

So apperntely I'm "mad nasty."

All I have to say to that is fuck you.

I know I'm not amazing looking...but I know for damn sure that im not "mad nasty."

I need my sunshine.

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 03:41:34 GMT

Yay!!! My Mojo is coming to florida!!!

Im so excited!!!

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 18:33:06 GMT

What I just did was totally random, probably a little irresponsible, and something I never thought I'd do.

And you know what?

It was fun.

And Im in a bit of pain now.